If any of you know me, you know that I am a very passionate and caring person. When I see a friend who is down about something, the second I get called, I'm there for that person through and through.
What I don't understand is the second they get "better" it's okay to just forget about me. My heart breaks just as easily as everyone else's... if not easier, because I'm such a passionate person. The people who deserve my love, get it. It's the worst feeling in the world to find out that the person didn't deserve it all. Here my heart is going "what the fuck were you thinking" and my brain is actually in agreeance with my heart, which is a first.
I'm sorry, heart. I really am. You deserve better than that.
"We'll be friends forever"
I should have known that that was bullshit.
I really hope one day you realize that you made a mistake, because I am a good person. I thought you were, too. I can't always be right, can I?
I just wish sometimes I could shut off my heart and not care about anyone. I may be a bitter shrewd, but at least I won't feel anything. I need to try something different, because I always let my heart down. I find the best in people until they prove me wrong, and I have been proven wrong so much that I just can't take it anymore.
Anyways, I'm done with this mini rant.
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